Lately I've been struggling with having faith that the Lord will provide for my wife and I. I want to know right now where we will live, and how we will provide for each other. I want a clear answer but feel so uncertain about what to do. As I read through Roman 4:18-21, I am beginning to realize that I need to be more like Abraham. He only strengthened in his faith when the odds seemed to stack up against him.
I now understand that the more difficult and impossible a situation becomes, the more amazing it is when God provides. It's strange how the hardest thing for me to do right now is let go and let God have control. I find myself not wanting to let go because I don't like the feeling of losing control. However, now I realize I have the best pilot to fly me safely through any storms.
Here's to letting go of control, and letting God rule.
